It's been almost 4 weeks since I had to help Jack cross over with pancreatis. I knew he couldn't survive with more vets poking around blood work. He was so sick not eating. Now I still question. Maybe,,? I can't get over letting my baby go. I'm 69 and this is so hard.
I read and spoke to the author who wrote many books. Biblical proof animals do go to heaven. Jack's not waiting for me...he's expecting me. But I just hurt so bad inside wanting to just go back and hug him more.
I hope your baby is ok. It's hard. I just read Steven Woodward's book. Biblical proof animals do go to heaven. Helped alot. But grief is horrible. I should have's and guilt are pretty rough. God bless you
I do believe Jack is at the bridge and I will see him again. Thank you for writing this. I am still in deep grief only a week. The guilt is huge. I actually try to imagine I'm holding him loving him. It helps. Thank u again.
Wondering still what happened he was only 10 1/2 . My beautiful ragdoll baby is gone. Blood work showed low blood platlets and his pancreas was almost 4 times than normal. Said pancreatis. He totally stopped eating except fluids. He had off and on eating issues for 4 years. But always got better...
Thank you. Nothing really helps. I fall down at his grave band son ,"I'm sorry". I don't know how long it takes to stop crying but I cry rivers. I just want my beautiful little boy warm and safe inside. I know that's crazy.
I just need to not feel like I could have done more. So guilty
I just keep thinking others cured pancreatis why not Jack. We didn't know it till the end. I should have done more. It's my fault
Thank you owning a ragdoll was my heart's desire due to their loving ways. He owned me. He had me around his little claw beautiful blue eyes that spoke a language. He will always be in my heart. It breaks now to see his little grave but I still am trying to find comfort that I didn't do enough