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It has been 4 long months.
I miss you. I miss you, my sweet girl. My darling soulmate.
Who am I, if I'm not your mom? I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know what to do since you left me.
It's hard for me to come back here to this site, because I spent so much time talking about your health here. Our journey. Our highs, our lows, our love story.
I didn't know that last year would have been our last Christmas together. I didn't know this was my last birthday with you.
I am so broken. I am still so broken 4 months later.
I didn't take enough videos of you, or photos. I have thousands but it doesn't feel like enough.
The past few days I find myself feeling broken even more so.
I watch our videos, and I see how happy I was with you. I was so happy when you were with me.
I miss you...I miss your big meow that I never believed could come from such a small girl.
You were my baby. You were my 5 pound babygirl.
14 years wasn't enough, my love. It wasn't.
I miss you so much.
How will I live knowing I won't ever see you again in this physical realm?
I haven't dreamt of you in a long time, it hurts.
You were my first baby.
Who am I without you?
It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair that your poor body couldn't keep going.
My hands miss you so much, my love.
My lips miss kissing your sweet little cheekbones.
My love, what do I do now?
I am broken. I am so broken.
I broke down sobbing the other night to your dad, asking him "will I always miss her? Will it always hurt this much?"
I wish you could come back to me. I have never felt Grief this heavy. I feel like I'm drowning ever since you took your last breathe. I miss you my love. I miss you so much. You were my beautiful girl.
I miss you. I miss you, my sweet girl. My darling soulmate.
Who am I, if I'm not your mom? I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know what to do since you left me.
It's hard for me to come back here to this site, because I spent so much time talking about your health here. Our journey. Our highs, our lows, our love story.
I didn't know that last year would have been our last Christmas together. I didn't know this was my last birthday with you.
I am so broken. I am still so broken 4 months later.
I didn't take enough videos of you, or photos. I have thousands but it doesn't feel like enough.
The past few days I find myself feeling broken even more so.
I watch our videos, and I see how happy I was with you. I was so happy when you were with me.
I miss you...I miss your big meow that I never believed could come from such a small girl.
You were my baby. You were my 5 pound babygirl.
14 years wasn't enough, my love. It wasn't.
I miss you so much.
How will I live knowing I won't ever see you again in this physical realm?
I haven't dreamt of you in a long time, it hurts.
You were my first baby.
Who am I without you?
It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair that your poor body couldn't keep going.
My hands miss you so much, my love.
My lips miss kissing your sweet little cheekbones.
My love, what do I do now?
I am broken. I am so broken.
I broke down sobbing the other night to your dad, asking him "will I always miss her? Will it always hurt this much?"
I wish you could come back to me. I have never felt Grief this heavy. I feel like I'm drowning ever since you took your last breathe. I miss you my love. I miss you so much. You were my beautiful girl.
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