Tolly has gone to be with his Bibbs and his Ootay. Though I am shattered to be without him, I know he must be in complete Bliss and I can't begrudge him that.
Oh no, oh my Tolly, oh how can I bear it?
PSTolly began purring this morning, as I lay on the floor with him and told him over and over how much I loved him and reassured him again and again that I would be okay. He purred and purred, not his usual purr with lilts and trills and crescendos, but a calm steady comfort purr. As I held him in my arms at the vet he continued this comforting purr, right up until the very moment he fell asleep from the sedative. The injection was only a final step, he had said his good bye, comforting me to the very end.
Oh..... I am at a loss of words.... as this hurt so much.... there is not much to say...... I am so sorry..... so so sorry Gail..... feel hugged and loved.... :heart3:
RIP beautiful Tolly, we will miss you sweet little boy