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Thank you. Shes my baby girl!
How have you been doing? Hows John & Honeybee?
We are doing ok. Bee hasnt been looking for her or anything.
I'm so sorry that Sammie is starting to have more bad hours than good. l just want to say I'm thinking about you.
All I know is I don't regret letting Pumps go.I guess this didn't come out right . I had already prepared for it. I had bad anxiety for a week because I just knew it was her time. She wasn't happy. And it was selfish for me to make her stay. She was no longer looking outside or wanting treats.
She had this sad look in her eyes for a week. Jon said she was fine. It was harder on him than me. Yes I was crushed. Yes I was totally crushed...but I knew she was not feeling well. And nothing I did would fix it. I still cry when I remember that evening staring into her eyes as she left our world. I miss her so much. I know how much this sucks.. but you know when there's no cure and she has more bad days than good days then we just have to step in.
When Sammie stops eating then you will know. I'm sad that you have to face this sooner than you wanted. Shedding some tears for you. You know I had to work even the day after I let her go. It's better that you work. All I would have done is lay around crying. I've done all my crying in the bathroom at work and when I take my shower before my shift.
The guys are very understanding. Some have given me hugs and let me cry. We are like a family in a way. A dysfunctional family. But we support each other.
Kelly take heart. This won't be forever. You have your mom to hold you. Let her. Let her help you. I wish I had better words to comfort you. Just know that I support you in whenever you decide to let her go. Just remember it's better to be loved than to never love.
I wish I could take away the pain for you and all other pet owners. I hate that you have to deal and feel these cruddy emotions. I sometimes don't say things well. I want you to know we all are thinking about you and praying for you for peace and strength. I wish there was something that we could do to make it better.
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