So I TNR'd this handsome boy and was really hopeful he would come around and be okay once inside. I pet him when he was still affected by the anesthesia after surgery, but the second he came around he was WILD and flailing in the trap and freaking out when I even came into the room. So I let him back outside where he lived his whole life. He is an older boy. Anyway I am moving out of state on Monday and I really feel guilty leaving him. He rarely comes around. Once every couple weeks for a day or two and then I don't see him for awhile. So he is obviously eating elsewhere. After being hopeful he would come around and be friendly, I am disappointed that I have to leave him behind.
I did all I could. Neuter, microchip which I registered, full vaccines. I did more then most people right? I hate that I will never see him again. But he is a California cat. He has been here his whole life. And my dream of giving him a warm comfy bed to sleep in are just not his dreams. Maybe if I had more time.
It helped to just type out my feelings. Lol. I feel silly, I get so attached to a feral cat who only likes me when I leave food out for him. But at least he is chipped and ear tipped. So people know he is neutered at least. And if he ever is trapped and scanned I would know when they call me. So ugh. Sorry. Here is his picture for fun. I have posted about him here before. Thanks for listening to my rambling.
I did all I could. Neuter, microchip which I registered, full vaccines. I did more then most people right? I hate that I will never see him again. But he is a California cat. He has been here his whole life. And my dream of giving him a warm comfy bed to sleep in are just not his dreams. Maybe if I had more time.
It helped to just type out my feelings. Lol. I feel silly, I get so attached to a feral cat who only likes me when I leave food out for him. But at least he is chipped and ear tipped. So people know he is neutered at least. And if he ever is trapped and scanned I would know when they call me. So ugh. Sorry. Here is his picture for fun. I have posted about him here before. Thanks for listening to my rambling.