Winchester
.. We are back.. Omg, no matter where I take Geoffrey, all the techs, comment on how sweet a boy he is.
I had them trim his nails, also. They are long. I usually do them, but with all the meds; I could not in my heart do this to him--he hates it.. I do not care if I have to pay extra for it.
BTW.. I got a reply to my email to L (self imposed editor, programming director of building); her son is gay.. and I think she feels a need to defend his choice; rationalize it to herself, and perhaps guilt. Her column is: LGBTQ.. Not well received by the mainstream in here!!
Anyway, She said she cannot remove her article because it is the "jumping off point" for a huge LBGTQ platform for the MAIN Company which owns my building!! I hit back on that: The first meeting we had, we decided not to discuss building or Corporate Projects. We were entirely dealing with 'our' writing. Also told her that if she is having a column, then the entire staff in here should have one. That she is using the newspaper as a platform for her own agenda..
Yup, not well received... When I stick up for myself, I really go too far..
She told me: "You are very talented; but if you are unhappy, then you can drop out."
Replied back: "With all of this, I have been thinking about it."
Oh, I know another person would come along to take my place..But, honestly, I write research type articles. Another is an awesome writer who reminisces about growing up--very well received. Another is Gay and writes about Women and their causes.. like "Women as Slaves", first women in stuff..
I have nothing against anyone who is gay.. I have worked with many.I accept them. I just do not want it rammed down my throat.
So, if I leave, that only leaves the other 2.. and perhaps, and I mean perhaps, a couple minor things: a poem, someone who cannot write, interviewing staff.. games, cartoons.. and perhaps another article from someone.. That is it..
I was talking to my therapist about taking a break.. I felt I needed one.
Now, I am thinking of attending the meeting Friday afternoon... sticking to my guns.. I really want to go down to Staples and buy a ream of paper and throw it at L's face!!
Ugh.. chalk it up to anxiety about Geoffrey, being burnt out; being sick of being told what I can and cannot do..
I never really cared for this person, anyway.. too authoritative, too unbending.. never liked her when she was working in the gym.
Now, waiting for results... not leaving the house..
I am not vacuuming today. I do not want to stress Geoffrey out any more. I am going to get into my comfy cozy pjs.. not leaving because I do not want to miss a phone call. Last time, I ran out to throw the trash out, and to pick up mail.. took my phone and missed the call.. after missing it calls earlier in the day.. Not doing that this time..
May just cuddle with Geoffrey..and make a salad.
I had them trim his nails, also. They are long. I usually do them, but with all the meds; I could not in my heart do this to him--he hates it.. I do not care if I have to pay extra for it.
BTW.. I got a reply to my email to L (self imposed editor, programming director of building); her son is gay.. and I think she feels a need to defend his choice; rationalize it to herself, and perhaps guilt. Her column is: LGBTQ.. Not well received by the mainstream in here!!
Anyway, She said she cannot remove her article because it is the "jumping off point" for a huge LBGTQ platform for the MAIN Company which owns my building!! I hit back on that: The first meeting we had, we decided not to discuss building or Corporate Projects. We were entirely dealing with 'our' writing. Also told her that if she is having a column, then the entire staff in here should have one. That she is using the newspaper as a platform for her own agenda..
Yup, not well received... When I stick up for myself, I really go too far..
She told me: "You are very talented; but if you are unhappy, then you can drop out."
Replied back: "With all of this, I have been thinking about it."
Oh, I know another person would come along to take my place..But, honestly, I write research type articles. Another is an awesome writer who reminisces about growing up--very well received. Another is Gay and writes about Women and their causes.. like "Women as Slaves", first women in stuff..
I have nothing against anyone who is gay.. I have worked with many.I accept them. I just do not want it rammed down my throat.
So, if I leave, that only leaves the other 2.. and perhaps, and I mean perhaps, a couple minor things: a poem, someone who cannot write, interviewing staff.. games, cartoons.. and perhaps another article from someone.. That is it..
I was talking to my therapist about taking a break.. I felt I needed one.
Now, I am thinking of attending the meeting Friday afternoon... sticking to my guns.. I really want to go down to Staples and buy a ream of paper and throw it at L's face!!
Ugh.. chalk it up to anxiety about Geoffrey, being burnt out; being sick of being told what I can and cannot do..
I never really cared for this person, anyway.. too authoritative, too unbending.. never liked her when she was working in the gym.
Now, waiting for results... not leaving the house..
I am not vacuuming today. I do not want to stress Geoffrey out any more. I am going to get into my comfy cozy pjs.. not leaving because I do not want to miss a phone call. Last time, I ran out to throw the trash out, and to pick up mail.. took my phone and missed the call.. after missing it calls earlier in the day.. Not doing that this time..
May just cuddle with Geoffrey..and make a salad.