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Hi all,
My darling, gorgeous angel passed away today most likely from being poisoned
I feel empty inside, i see all of her things and think about what to do with them...
Should i sell them to someone who needs it? Keep them? Give them away?...
I DON'T KNOW...
Thanks to all of you
Long story short after all that happened yesterday we brought her back from the vets and all she did was sleep. She did not vomit so we assumed the anti-vomit injection worked and she was drinking water so we assumed she was getting better. Then today morning she could not walk! If you picked her up she would cry, then we decided to take her to the vet. As soon as my sister came down with the carrier all she did was cry and cry and then her eyes were moving everywhere and then when we took her in the car... we were approx 5 minutes away and she started fitting and having seizures and meowing and then she just stopped and passed away...
I blame myself... we did not take her eariler becasue we were told it would cost just £300 for tests...
Its all my fault...
I Miss her SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
My darling, gorgeous angel passed away today most likely from being poisoned
I feel empty inside, i see all of her things and think about what to do with them...
Should i sell them to someone who needs it? Keep them? Give them away?...
I DON'T KNOW...
Thanks to all of you
Long story short after all that happened yesterday we brought her back from the vets and all she did was sleep. She did not vomit so we assumed the anti-vomit injection worked and she was drinking water so we assumed she was getting better. Then today morning she could not walk! If you picked her up she would cry, then we decided to take her to the vet. As soon as my sister came down with the carrier all she did was cry and cry and then her eyes were moving everywhere and then when we took her in the car... we were approx 5 minutes away and she started fitting and having seizures and meowing and then she just stopped and passed away...
I blame myself... we did not take her eariler becasue we were told it would cost just £300 for tests...
Its all my fault...
I Miss her SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
Talking Peanut is right - as the Bible says, there is a time to be born, a time to die; a time to laugh, a time to cry. You are blameless - accidents happen. You did everything that you could for Ariel and now she is with the ancestors and the descendants; where there is no pain, no sorrow. Take your time to mourn, to honor your special little darling - perhaps make a journal of your journey moving on without her, or make a song or poem for her. And I will be praying for your comfort, your healing, your courage to live again because your mother is right - there are far too, too many baby kittens and elderly cats in desperate situations, who need you, who want you! Just do your detective work and try to discover what Ariel got into - poisonous plant, a garden treated with Snarol, a driveway with toxic fluids spilled on it, a lawn treated with chemical fertilizer or weedkiller...so many dangers to be found, so be eliminated or reduced. Godspeed over Rainbow Bridge, Ariel, where our TCS RB kitties will join the angels in telling you, " Welcome Home!".
