My cat Sunshine, ran away for 2 days and came back. He came back with broken bones and internal bleeding. I took him to the vet and she suggested he be put down. I said I would be willing to pay whatever necessary to help him, but she still said he needed to be put down. I'm kind of frustrated because she is the same vet that told us to put down our family dog a long time ago when I was in middle school. She said he had cancer and needed to be put down. So angry because our dog wasn't suffering at the time but we had him euthanized as suggested. I still wonder if there was anything she could have done for my cat. I don't feel sad constantly. I mean I cry alot, but mostly just very angry. Sunshine was just beginning to get over some of his behavioral problems, not hiding under the bed, and cuddling and sleeping with me at night. My mom is making me a garden flag with a picture of him on it. She's done that for all of our family dogs that have died. I'm putting it next to where he was buried. I'm going to plant roses over his grave too. It's what I did for a kitten that died 5 years ago that I owned. I just miss him and I feel angry, on edge.