My beloved childhood dog is gone

[Stormy accepts you]

I.. I don’t even know how to begin writing this. It just… hurts so much. Monday, my oldest dog went totally blind. She was banging into walls, scared and confused. This scared the cats, they attacked her. I took her back to her safe bed… and cleaned up her puddles… she also had doggy dementia… she didn’t remember where anything was. It was pitiful. As the week went on, she got worse. Thursday evening, we took her to the vet to see if they could help. Yesterday, my parents took us out to eat and such and gave us a good day. When we got home, they told us the bad news. The vet hadn’t been able to help, except by ending my dogs suffering with that one final shot. They even cremated her for us and took care of everything. We left the ashes with them, because they spread them somewhere wonderful for us. But.. I’ve had her since I was 11. I’m 26 now. She was 17. But it’s not enough time. I want more time. She saved my life. I was going to drink bleach one day when I was 12. She sat in front of me and growled- a sound I haven’t heard her make before or since. I put the bottle down, she placed her paw on my foot and whimpered, I cuddled her. I want her back. It’s not fair, it’s just.. not. I cried until 1 am.. then went to work and pretended I was okay… but I’m not. She was the best. She loved everybody that would give her a treat and rub her belly. She never knew a stranger. She loved humping my dads shoes and her stuffed hedgehog. I want my doggy back, guys. ITS NOT FAIR! I’m sorry I didn’t tell y’all sooner, it just… hurt too much. It’s still raw. I’m still grieving. I can’t stand seeing her empty bed. It’s too quiet at night without her constantly walking through the house. Her name was Roxy Louise. There will NEVER be another dog like her.

 

[susanm9006]

I am so sorry, Stormy.

 

[Stormy accepts you]

I am so sorry, Stormy.

I thought I was ready… I thought I’d be okay…. But…

 

[vampiric_conure]

**HUGE HUGE Hugs** I'm so sorry, hun. When they wrap their paws around our hearts, it hurts to let go.

 

[Stormy accepts you]

**HUGE HUGE Hugs** I'm so sorry, hun. When they wrap their paws around our hearts, it hurts to let go.

I told a customer about her today… they were like.. “Well, at least you got 17 years.” Like that was enough time. Like I wasn’t allowed to hurt because I got so many. I get that it was meant to be comforting.. but it wasn’t .

 

[iPappy]

I am so, so sorry. 17 years is a long time, but it is NEVER long enough. I'm grateful for the time I have with them, but, I always feel like something has been forcibly taken from me when they pass. It hurts. Roxy was absolutely adorable, so sweet and petite.
I have mentioned my dog Tag before. I got him when I was your age, 26. I lost him when I was 39. It's been almost 2 years, and I still tear up when I think of him.
I don't know what your beliefs are, but, I firmly believe we will see them again some day. On the days I miss my dogs, my cats, and the people who have passed on, I remind myself of that and that some day we'll be together forever. I talk to them like they're still here sometimes. I'm sure that sounds crazy, but, sometimes I wonder if they can't hear me wherever they are, waiting for me. Sending you many hugs.

 

[neely]

My heartfelt sympathies go out to you on the passing of Roxy Louise. I still have our last dog's collar and leash hanging by the back door even though he passed away several days after his 16th birthday. I loved him so much that I vowed never to take them down. He used to sleep on the floor beside my bed and I can't tell you how many times I wake up in the middle of the night thinking he's still there. I understand how much it hurts and the pain you are feeling. RIP sweet angel, Roxy.

 

[di and bob]

No matter how long we get to share their life's journey, it is never enough. No matter how 'prepared' we feel we are, when the final act happens we find there is no way to prepare for losing someone from our lives that means so much to us. One thing I want you to remember, there is absolutely NOTHING you could have done or done more that would have made a difference. There simply is no way to stop a death from old age. It comes for us all. Precious Roxie carried your love in her heart, you were with her the whole time. She would want you to go on into the future and live it seeking what life has to offer. What you would want for her if you were the first to go. Because that is love and she wants no less.
Love is spiritual, she will always be near, always paralleling your life’s journey. To be remembered and loved after death is a great honor. She loves you all the more for that.
the body may get old and frail, she was over a hundred in this world’s years, it will fail and allow her to go on. But love never fades, never dies. Eventually, your grief will turn into gratitude for her being here with you. But that is a long time down the road. You will always feel sadness, but don’t let it consume you. Don’t try to think of the future, don’t dwell on the unchangable past. Take every day and get through it one day at a time. I will pray for you both..…RIP sweet Roxy Louise. You will always be remembered, you will have a secure place in a loving heart for eternity. May the good Lord bless and keep you, until you meet again!

 

[DeesCats]

I am so very sorry for your loss of Roxy Louise Stormy accepts you , please accept my condolences.

We love the animals that are in our lives, it doesn't matter how long they have been with us and it is always so difficult when they pass on.

 

[rubysmama]

I'm so sorry Stormy accepts you . No matter how many years we get with our furbabies, it just never, ever is enough. Roxy Louise was a cutie pie. And obviously your guardian angel while sharing her life with you, which she'll no doubt continue doing now from the rainbow bridge. Thank you for sharing a bit about her. RIP sweet doggie.

 

[Stormy accepts you]

Thank you all for your kind words. Today at work, I was telling people about my pets… and i kept saying I had two dogs and having to correct myself…. Which hurt more.

 

[Stormy accepts you]

I am so, so sorry. 17 years is a long time, but it is NEVER long enough. I'm grateful for the time I have with them, but, I always feel like something has been forcibly taken from me when they pass. It hurts. Roxy was absolutely adorable, so sweet and petite.
I have mentioned my dog Tag before. I got him when I was your age, 26. I lost him when I was 39. It's been almost 2 years, and I still tear up when I think of him.
I don't know what your beliefs are, but, I firmly believe we will see them again some day. On the days I miss my dogs, my cats, and the people who have passed on, I remind myself of that and that some day we'll be together forever. I talk to them like they're still here sometimes. I'm sure that sounds crazy, but, sometimes I wonder if they can't hear me wherever they are, waiting for me. Sending you many hugs.

It doesn’t sound crazy. I consult my grandma before I do major stuff all the time. I talked with Roxy and Sugar last night.

 

[Mamanyt1953]

Rest you gentle, Roxy, dream you deep. Your pawprints are on someone's heart forever.

Seventeen years is a remarkable time...but where there is love, and eternity is not enough. One day, in the fullness of time, you will meet again, and have your eternity...but, OH, how long that time seems to us! For now, though, I will tell you the Deepest Truth I know. That love never dies. It is translated and purified into Love, and continues on. Now, from her home in That Place Where All Things Are Known, Roxy blesses you for each and every moment of her life with you, for each and every kindness that you showed her, for every moment of joy you shared. And she sends her Love back to you, to walk with you down through all of your days. Because Love abides. Always, forever, Love abides.

 

[Dewey]

Oh RIP! She's in a better place now

 

[Krienze]

I told a customer about her today… they were like.. “Well, at least you got 17 years.” Like that was enough time. Like I wasn’t allowed to hurt because I got so many. I get that it was meant to be comforting.. but it wasn’t .

I understand what they meant, that WOW you had 17 beautiful years with your baby - but it's never enough and it never FEELS as long as it is. I know people mean well when they say that, but I understand your hurt and trust me, I'm sure they didn't mean that you weren't allowed to be hurt! You absolutely are.<3 Your feelings and emotions here are valid and important. I'm so sorry for your loss =( Sending you big hugs!

 

[zed xyzed]

When a childhood companion leaves they take that small part of our childhood with them. It is so hard to see a life without them. I am so sorry.