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Crummy. The oncologist yesterday said that Starla's lung cancer, since it has spread to the pleural and causing effusion, is very rarely helped by chemo. Giving her pred would make her unable to fight the pneumonia. I never asked any of her three doctors about the Lasix. I don't know if this is stress or brain damage but I didn't. And I meant to.How are you doing?
Starla's breathing was getting harsh again and her nostrils were flaring with every breath, and I knew I had to make a decision. And in a moment of strength this morning, I let her go. I do hope that somehow she understood and knew how much I loved her and how much courage it takes to do that.