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I lost my mom almost a year ago. Im 32 years old, and weve always been close. But being the youngest, and her one child thats been pretty lost, she was understandably hard on me. she wanted better for me. so we would fight a lot.
i think of her every single day, and miss her. but i have these ugly moments where i think that its more quiet and we arent fighting anymore.
it makes me feel like a horrible person. most days i realize its just negative thoughts. that if i was a horrible person, i wouldnt think about her at all, or grieve her.but some days i feel incredibly guilty.
have you guys experienced this after losing a loved one?
i think of her every single day, and miss her. but i have these ugly moments where i think that its more quiet and we arent fighting anymore.
it makes me feel like a horrible person. most days i realize its just negative thoughts. that if i was a horrible person, i wouldnt think about her at all, or grieve her.but some days i feel incredibly guilty.
have you guys experienced this after losing a loved one?