You are going through a horrible time, I can tell. And your heart is with your cats. I really feel for you....Are you on Medicare or Medicaid? They have in-house people that would come and help you with your house duties if you are homebound. If you are that disabled, please check into disability benefits if you are not old enough for medicare. It sounds like you are really in a tight spot. I have received nothing but caring from this site, but I know some people get riled up when they think cats are getting the short end of the stick in any way, and separating a mama cat from her kittens is more than some can take. I have taken in so many orphaned kittens, I know they do MUCH better with a mom. I hope your future holds much better for you, I'll pray for you all, I know you will be blessed for your caring.....
You certainly have a full plate and I wish that we were closer to help you. The last litter that I had (I adopted a pregnant- unknowingly) the mamacat terrorized my entire fur family. To me, it sounds like Emma has PTSD - I have seen it happen in unfixed feral females who experience being overwhelmed by too many males. Also, the treacherous person from whom you had to rescue Emma and the surviving babies has caused mental issues that her kitty mind cannot easily process. You were treated shabbily by the state trooper as well, IMO.
