I have a suggestion - instead of looking on Google why not read some of the Articles & Resources on TCS as well as the encouraging posts in many of the threads. There are a lot of other miscellaneous threads in the Cat Lounge including a Food Corner, Games & Fun, and In My Opinion. Here's the forum: The Cat Loungethe anxiety of what if’s makes me beyond sick, and I can’t stay off of google no matter how much I’ve already read.
sorry for my long post, I just feel people here love their cats as much as I do, and I’ve been super emotional.
much love to all you guys writing post and making me feel better and talking with me, you guys are super awesome.