I am so sorry I did not realize that today has been one week from that awful day. For your sweet Meela
Big hugs thinking of youThank you Taryn.
My baby was 10 months old to the day. I acted without really thinking about it and that is my regret. I was impulsive. I didn't go there for that. She didn't go there for that. I am just stuck right now and can't seem to move forward.
I have picked up some stuff for her grave site and plan to plant some flowers there.
Thank you Gloria. I sent you a private message.
I am slowly dealing with the loss of Meela, but I don't know what to do with all the feelings of guilt I had. I can't seem to rid how I feel. I don't know how to move past all of this. I am trying to keep myself busier so that I don't think about stuff so much. It will hit me every single day, multiple times that I chose to end my cat's life in a rushed decision that I didn't put a lot of thought into. I can't get past that. I don't know how. I hurt so much.