- Nov 5, 2018
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Yes, exactly that, she truly is an extension of my heart, you understand completely. Thank you for understanding.No she is not just a cat, she is an extension of your heart. I truly understand you. Of all my cats, Bourbon is the one closest to me, and I cannot imagine my world without her.
Hang in there. It takes time for the heart to recover, but it will happen. Your kitty would not want you to dwell on this grief for a long time.
I have three other kitties and I love them all dearly but Rosie was different. She was the one closest to me, as you said about your sweet bourbon, she was the one kitty i couldn't imagine not having in my life. I can't imagine losing any of them but She was the one I spent all my days and nights with loving, cuddling, taking care of for 17 years. My other cats are all more independent and not as affectionate as my baby was. They prefer to be left alone at times. But not my Rosie, She was the one who understood me and she loved me soo so much. Always wanted to be with me and near me. If i left a room that she was in for just a few mins she would meow constantly until i came back. She would also bring me gifts every single night ( her toys) and leave them on my bed, as if to show me how much she loved me and cared for me. She slept next to me every single night since she was a kitten. There was not one day that went by where she wasn't right there next to my head or sleeping on my arms. I remember times when i would wanna cuddle her and i would call out her name so softly and she would instantly come to me. She loved me so much and I loved her too. We had such a special bond. She's been with me through my young teen years, through my college years, and now my adult years. I always knew losing her would be hard on me. I would often say to my family or friends I don't know what I would do if I ever lost her. I don't know how I would be able to go on. It's now gonna be 10 months in 3 days since I've lost her and I still feel so sad about it all. I just miss her so much, I wish i could go back and see her one last time. I miss her sweet face
i know it will take time for me to heal and I am trying as best as I can to just take it day by day.