today was the worst day of my life. my cat who i had since 2013 when she was 2 months old, i surrendered her to the shelter today. she always had an aggressive side. but today for an unknown reason had another episode. where she tried to attack me and was stalking me. i left to do laundry and saw her meowing on the security cam. and when i cam back so wanted to attack again, so it doesnt make sense for her to be so "bipolar" like. so i surrendered her, her behavior was getting more scary and worse.
now i cant help but think that i made the worst mistake. i want her back. but i know it wouldnt be safe. but i dont have high hopes that the shelter would be able to adopt her out. and that she will live the rest of her life in a cage.
maybe i should of taken her to the vet to try some meds? but the next appt isnt till feb 9th. i feel i just gave up on her and keep thinking shes so scared right now. she was fine yesterday and now shes at the shelter. most days shes good. she gets scared easily and any little thing could set her off but for the most part she was good.
idk where to put this at but i need some advice
now i cant help but think that i made the worst mistake. i want her back. but i know it wouldnt be safe. but i dont have high hopes that the shelter would be able to adopt her out. and that she will live the rest of her life in a cage.
maybe i should of taken her to the vet to try some meds? but the next appt isnt till feb 9th. i feel i just gave up on her and keep thinking shes so scared right now. she was fine yesterday and now shes at the shelter. most days shes good. she gets scared easily and any little thing could set her off but for the most part she was good.
idk where to put this at but i need some advice