I have always been a lover of cats. I've had cats since I was very little. I have lost many pets in my time on this earth, but nothing has been as hard as losing William this morning with a brief illness. William came into my life ten years ago after I rescued him from the pound on my birthday. I have never loved a cat like I loved him. He was perfect. He was confident and loved to play. He loved me. That's all that I could really ask for.
Two weeks ago, William stopped acting like himself. He was tired. He was lounging more. He wasn't eating. Something went wrong inside his little body and suddenly his liver started to fail. Unfortunately I had to leave on a pre-planned vacation before he passed. Being 500 miles away from my boy when he took his last breath has been really difficult. He fought a good fight and the day that I took him to the vet for treatment, I told him that if he felt like things were too tough and he needed to rest, he shouldn't feel bad. I do know that he died peacefully in his sleep, curled around his stuffed kitten that he's had since he was a baby. The vet had done absolutely everything that could have been done for him. We had made plans to move him to an ICU this morning, but he passed away before that could happen. It's almost like he knew that by going to sleep saved us a lot of money and time and heartache.
My heart aches for my boy. I'll miss his snuggles while we get ready for bed. I'll miss brushing his head while I brush my hair in the mornings. I'll miss his deep, rusty purr as I hugged him tightly. I know that he is in a much better place right now without pain and suffering. I just wish that he were still here with me. I also would never have guessed how this would effect my entire family. Because I was too emotional to deal, my father was making all of the calls. He was incredibly attached to William and when we got the news that William died this morning, he cried like a baby. I've only seen my father cry once before and that was when his mother died.
I feel so silly for insisting on certain things. I wanted his baby and his collar back and the vet was quick to oblige. I didn't want an autopsy, even if it could give us answers, simply because I can't stand the idea of someone cutting open my boy. I couldn't bare the thought of burying him in a mass grave or even in my backyard because I want to keep him with me just like he was his entire life. So, I'll be bringing my boy home in a box sometime this week. He'll have a nice little spot on my bookcase next to his photo, his baby, his collar, and a little book of pictures that I had made today to remember him.
Thank you for all of the wonderful memories, sweet William. You were the most amazing cat. You are so incredibly missed right now and it will take a long time for us to ever forget you.
Two weeks ago, William stopped acting like himself. He was tired. He was lounging more. He wasn't eating. Something went wrong inside his little body and suddenly his liver started to fail. Unfortunately I had to leave on a pre-planned vacation before he passed. Being 500 miles away from my boy when he took his last breath has been really difficult. He fought a good fight and the day that I took him to the vet for treatment, I told him that if he felt like things were too tough and he needed to rest, he shouldn't feel bad. I do know that he died peacefully in his sleep, curled around his stuffed kitten that he's had since he was a baby. The vet had done absolutely everything that could have been done for him. We had made plans to move him to an ICU this morning, but he passed away before that could happen. It's almost like he knew that by going to sleep saved us a lot of money and time and heartache.
My heart aches for my boy. I'll miss his snuggles while we get ready for bed. I'll miss brushing his head while I brush my hair in the mornings. I'll miss his deep, rusty purr as I hugged him tightly. I know that he is in a much better place right now without pain and suffering. I just wish that he were still here with me. I also would never have guessed how this would effect my entire family. Because I was too emotional to deal, my father was making all of the calls. He was incredibly attached to William and when we got the news that William died this morning, he cried like a baby. I've only seen my father cry once before and that was when his mother died.
I feel so silly for insisting on certain things. I wanted his baby and his collar back and the vet was quick to oblige. I didn't want an autopsy, even if it could give us answers, simply because I can't stand the idea of someone cutting open my boy. I couldn't bare the thought of burying him in a mass grave or even in my backyard because I want to keep him with me just like he was his entire life. So, I'll be bringing my boy home in a box sometime this week. He'll have a nice little spot on my bookcase next to his photo, his baby, his collar, and a little book of pictures that I had made today to remember him.
Thank you for all of the wonderful memories, sweet William. You were the most amazing cat. You are so incredibly missed right now and it will take a long time for us to ever forget you.