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hi,
i must admit i signed up here cause i want to talk to someone.
my baby cat just passed away 1 hr and a half ago. right now his rigid body is still in my arms as i am sitting here waiting for the cremator to come pick him up.
we didnt had long. i rescued him five days ago. he was in the middle of a main road and me and my brother we almost ran him over. i thought it was a rag. i went down the car to check on him and saw that his eyes hve problem, he was quite small, just barely 3 weeks old. his eyes was glued shut from all the discharge from his eyes.
brought him to vet asap and his eyes got better with the eyedrops. however he is not eating and i been trying hard to feed him.
i feel like because i am inexperienced in caring for him, thats why he died. i have 3 other cats but i have never taken care of such a young cat before. i really feel like my inexperience in taking care of such a young cat is what kills him.
on the 3rd day he was able to follow me around the kitchen looking good.... and now two days later, fading kitten syndrome (i didnt even realized this evem exist) kills him. its my fault i didnt keep him warm enough isnt it? its my fault i didnt feed him enough isnt it?
i feel like i didnt do enough for him. i could have save him but i ended up killing him instead. my poor baby....
i am so sorry... i am probably talking nonsense right now but idk what to do with myself as i wait for the cremator to come... it feels so final... hes still in my arms... i wish this is a dream
i must admit i signed up here cause i want to talk to someone.
my baby cat just passed away 1 hr and a half ago. right now his rigid body is still in my arms as i am sitting here waiting for the cremator to come pick him up.
we didnt had long. i rescued him five days ago. he was in the middle of a main road and me and my brother we almost ran him over. i thought it was a rag. i went down the car to check on him and saw that his eyes hve problem, he was quite small, just barely 3 weeks old. his eyes was glued shut from all the discharge from his eyes.
brought him to vet asap and his eyes got better with the eyedrops. however he is not eating and i been trying hard to feed him.
i feel like because i am inexperienced in caring for him, thats why he died. i have 3 other cats but i have never taken care of such a young cat before. i really feel like my inexperience in taking care of such a young cat is what kills him.
on the 3rd day he was able to follow me around the kitchen looking good.... and now two days later, fading kitten syndrome (i didnt even realized this evem exist) kills him. its my fault i didnt keep him warm enough isnt it? its my fault i didnt feed him enough isnt it?
i feel like i didnt do enough for him. i could have save him but i ended up killing him instead. my poor baby....
i am so sorry... i am probably talking nonsense right now but idk what to do with myself as i wait for the cremator to come... it feels so final... hes still in my arms... i wish this is a dream