I know that I have a LOT of company out there since I was laid off Friday, I knew it was only a matter of time that it would happen but I still feel so strange about it, it will be the first time in 21 years I'll not be going to work and I have flashbacks to a point to May of 1998 when I was laid off but permanently because the place closed, this is different, it's because of this plague, and when it finally dies down I will be one of the first called back as I was one of the last let go, but I at times have trouble dealing with this mentally. My wife and some others say "I wouldn't mind it, I have lots to do around the house", but for some reason it bothers me. I have some things to do, sure, and I know we will be called back, just don't know exactly when, but we will. I think I also have it on the back of my mind "I hope we don't catch this virus" so that doesn't help.
I'm sure things will be alright, and I'll adjust, but right now I'm a bit "unsettled" in my head, it's the uncertainty that is getting to me!
I'm sure things will be alright, and I'll adjust, but right now I'm a bit "unsettled" in my head, it's the uncertainty that is getting to me!