Our 12 year old has had an enlarged heart for a few months that we are aware of. We declined to pay $650 to the local vet for a senior blood test and xray with no guaranty that would even identify the problem, much less any assurance that any treatment would matter. I don't have trust for the local vets which recommend paying for every single thing, so it was a super hard choice for us. She has been panting significantly, but still seemed completely happy these past few months. We recognized that death wouldn't be years away, but there was no indication that it was coming immediately.
She has always been indoor/outdoor, coming back quite frequently and allowed to spend the night inside. Now that she hasn't come home for 36 hours, we are pretty sure she must have had a heart attack. In all probability, she is lying dead or actively dying somewhere in the neighborhood. We can't find her.
I've had cats pass before, but somehow this is much worse. In part because of the guilt at not paying the vet to explore the issue, but also because she might be actively dying alone, and if if she is already dead, her body is likely lying under a bush somewhere to be found god knows when. Most of the neighbors have fences or dogs on the loose, so I'll have to ask for help rather than simply trespassing. But the most likely spot is a few acres of public land behind my house -- I searched already.
She has always been indoor/outdoor, coming back quite frequently and allowed to spend the night inside. Now that she hasn't come home for 36 hours, we are pretty sure she must have had a heart attack. In all probability, she is lying dead or actively dying somewhere in the neighborhood. We can't find her.
I've had cats pass before, but somehow this is much worse. In part because of the guilt at not paying the vet to explore the issue, but also because she might be actively dying alone, and if if she is already dead, her body is likely lying under a bush somewhere to be found god knows when. Most of the neighbors have fences or dogs on the loose, so I'll have to ask for help rather than simply trespassing. But the most likely spot is a few acres of public land behind my house -- I searched already.