I adopted my Cat Miles about 3 years ago when he was 2 years old. He's always been prone to throwing up but usually not his food but instead hairballs. He's a big cat - big boned - big paws and has weighed as much as 19 pounds. He's an enigma because he's always been very food motivated but the throwing up hairballs started happening several times a week. He goes to the vet regularly. I've tried many diets - many he didn't like - the ones he liked gave him loose stools - these were dry food which he much prefers. The 2 times I got him converted over the canned food he had "pudding poo". About 3 months ago his vet prescribed budesonide which is a steroid to treat his vomiting. I noticed recently he had started drinking a ton of water and in hindsight he had stopped grooming except for his face. The vet took a urine sample and blood work. Miles' glucose was 526 - diabetes. All the other blood tests were normal. So the vet told me to taper his steroid over the course of about 10 days. I'm a wreck - I have anxiety, OCD and depression and this is making me more stressed. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the diabetes goes into remission. I don't know if I'm up for treating a cat with diabetes because they need to have insulin injections twice a day and blood samples to check their glucose. I have to muzzle Miles to trim his nails because he once bit my finger badly. He's eating but he doesn't seem like he feels very well. I realized that he hasn't jumped up on my dresser in the wee hours of the morning to wake me up to feed him for the last 2 or 3 days. I feel bad for him and hope I can do right by him.