I know how you feel, I've still got a white towel in the bathroom cupboard that my Chrissy used to lay on and still has her hairs.......I guess I'll NEVER wash that towel! She's been gone 13 months now and I still swear I see her once in a while out of the corner of my eye. At least I'm not crying as much as I was, I finally can smile when I think of her now at times. I smile now when I think of how she had her two big brothers so scared of her, they gave her a wide berth!
I'm sorry for your loss. Cocoa used to pounce on his sisters. They hated it. Holly seems to miss him though.