Loving Mother of a Flower Petal
- Jan 24, 2018
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My sweet girl has not been well. Over the last few days she's declined more and more to the point of she stays laying on our bed. She was doing good up until a few days ago when her meowing and purr changed, and I thought maybe it was just something temporary. I posted on this forum before regarding her decline, she has an internal medicine specialist as her primary doctor. She just seems so weak and frail, she lost even more weight and most likely muscle mass. She has had a few accidents on the bed where she urinated, I think due to the fact that she feels like she doesn't have the energy to get up. She only was prescribed antibiotics and an appetite stimulant yesterday, but I have yet to see any noticeable change. I'm scared but as the days go on she's just going to continue withering...I called a few places that would be willing to do an at home euthanasia..But now I'm lying here with her next to me curled up into my side and I can't help but feel so guilty and regret making that appointment tomorrow. How do I know that I'm not making the wrong choice? I don't want to give up on her, I never would be able to give up on her she's my daughter. I don't want to give up on her, I never would be able to give up on her she's my daughter. As time goes on it seems like shes growing more tired. I just dont want to lose hope...but I don't want her to suffer. What if I made the decision too soon and she gets better again? I feel torn in half.
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