Time may very well ease the pain, but it sure takes its sweet time doing it. 25 years have passed since I lost Midnight, and it still hurts. My heart and love to you, my dear friend. But they are not truly gone so long as we keep them alive in our hearts.
My deepest condolences on your loss. I had to put down my Midnight in 1992, and 25 years later, it still hasn't left me. I know it is hard, but please try to focus on the fact that you gave your baby a warm, loving, safe home for all of her life. Focus on all of the great times you had with her...