I had a beautiful tortoiseshell manx cat that died all of a sudden. Only had her for two years but dealing with her being gone is so hard. Technically she was my daughters cat, but I took care of her and her brothers and sisters. She got out the other day and got hit by a car and I've been lost ever since. She was the sweetest cat. Always wanted cuddle time and she didn't meow, she did this weird beep beep cry when she meowed. I'm truly going to miss that sound. Called her bear because she look like a baby cub when she was kitten. She even would stand up on her hind legs and shake off like a bear too. We would play hide n seek and chase each other. I'm going to miss all those things. I caught myself calling her yesterday morning for breakfast. Will be glad when it doesn't hurt so much anymore. I can't even stand looking at videos of her or pictures of her on my phone right now.