Thanks Antonio for the nice response. I told myself that when he started showing symptoms of the cancer that I would not let it totally ravage him,it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. You are right he had alot of health problems and I never gave up on him but then the diagnosis of...
I'm still struggling a little bit,mornings are pretty tough. I'm not crying as bad as I was,seems to be getting a little less intense. It's definitely not easy but have to learn to live and deal with it best I can. Thanks for checking in,it means alot.
But our hearts often overrule our common sense, when it is OUR love, OUR emotions involved, this really hit home because I was really struggling to make the decision because I kept thinking maybe he can hold on for a little while longer and I could be with him but I realized I have to do what's...